This post is a hard one to write,
yet as everyone knows, changes are always hard to make. But once the decision
has been made a weight is lifted and from there things begin to look clearer.
It was hard coming but I’ve made
the decision to retire from book reviewing for both Night Owl Reviews and BIR and
focus more on my writing and my schooling. I’ll still be keeping the blog
running with little changes there; however I am opening the doors to guest
reviewers and I have my eye on inviting authors to guest spot in a weekly
feature offering novice writers some insight into the fascinating and
mysterious world of writing we tread through on a daily basis. I will also be
writing a weekly post on my progress, offering up tid-bits I’ve picked up or points
that might be momentarily holding me back in my writing with the hopes of
helping any that might find it interesting or when I’m stuck hearing others
thoughts on the topic we might be discussing.
As I stated before this wasn’t an
easy decision but one I knew that had to be made.
I created this blog in an attempt
to reach out to fellow readers and writers, wanting to share my passion for the
written word while trying my hand at writing. In high hopes I opened up a shiny
new email and hit the post button on my first blog post. I didn’t have one follower
when I hit that button –not one—yet I still had faith in myself that I had
something interesting to share with readers and a way to give back to the
writing community.
That was two years ago. Now I
have so many wonderful readers between all my networks
and really only hoped and dreamed of creating the rich environment that has
become Bookin’ It Review.
In an attempt to further help the
reading community shortly after opening BIR I opened my doors to book reviewing
for the fabulous Tammie King of Night Owl Reviews. And that is when things got
crazy…a good crazy but nonetheless crazy!
In these two years I’ve read a
little over two hundred books! That is a lot of opinions, words and hours people!
Those reviews have earned me a spot or two on
a few book jackets and many many emails of thank yous from not only authors but
also readers. This was a surprise, really. I never thought readers would email
thanking me for being so professional in my presentation. I thought it was a
given. However each and every email is and was appreciated and I loved how I
made a difference for readers. One author even emailed to say that because of
my enthusiasm for a series I single handedly breathed life back into a favorite
series of hers that she feared had died. Moments like those will never fade
from my mind and will always bring a smile to my lips.
Everyone in the business knows
how powerful the word of mouth is. Proof of that arrives in my inbox every
single day. Actually anywhere between ninety to one hundred and fifty daily “proofs”
land in my inbox on a daily basis. LoL That is a lot of email to read through
and respond to. With close to a year and
a half of this I’ve come to notice just how popular book reviewers are. But
more than a book reviewer I am also a writer and find it at times hard to offer
up the required time to answer each email. I often find myself sacrificing my
writing time in order to answer emails, in fact.
About a month ago I was sitting
down at the dining room table when my husband approached me asking why I looked
so down. I told him that it bothered me that I couldn’t find the necessary time
to write. I have so many good ideas but never enough time to dedicate to
writing them. In hindsight I realize now that I knew I needed to makes changes
but I didn’t know where to start. His answer was short and I bet you can guess his answer when I
voiced this little set back.
Start at the beginning. What matters most and
go from there.
From there I was off! His blunt
answer had me really narrowing down my priorities and what could be left behind
while keeping in mind that I had something new starting at the end of September—school,
not the kiddos but mine. I’ll be heading back to school working on my BA in History.
Yeah, I am gluten for punishment but the advancement of knowledge is a powerful
thing. J
And after seeing this sign on FB
it really hit me that I was on the right path.
Powerful, words huh!
I’ll be making a few changes to
the blog, mainly the review pages, but other than that I’ll still be holding
giveaways, hosting guest author while enriching the blog further with guest
reviewers, my posts on writing and hopefully authors willing to help out on the
weekly writing feature. More on that end once I have it all planned out. For
now though, after I finish my last review at the end of the month I’ll welcome the new changes, the freed up time for writing and
all the new experiences this leg of the journey will bring! There is one thing I am
certain of and that is I will become a published author!
I hope this post has helped any
of you that might be struggling with taking that step towards making your
dreams your priority. It’s hard when you think of possibly letting down those
that have come to depend on you for one thing or another. But when you really
think about, it when you shun your dreams you’re really hurting yourself in the
process.
I’ve met so many wonderful people
in the world of reviewing and have talked with author that I never would have
dreamed of sharing a word with when not at a RWA convention but I am now ready
to take myself to the next level, push myself outside my comfort zone and see
what I am capable of with the support of those same friends and authors I’ve
met along the way in book reviewing.
Tomorrow I’ll be officially calling
all reviewers that would like to guest post here and from there set up a
schedule. After that I’ll be posting more on the author/writing idea.
So, how about you? Do you find
yourself in a similar situation or have had to make hard decisions in order to make
more time for your dreams/career?





I think you've made a great decision, and I look forward to seeing all the wonderful things that will come. :)
ReplyDeleteBest of luck to you! We all have to take a look now and then at our priorities and do what is best. HUGS Carin
ReplyDeleteThat cannot have been an easy decision, but I wish you so much luck. I've loved reading your reviews and being reviewed by you. Now I hope to be able to read more than your reviews in the future! Good luck girl!
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